You see, my life consists of two quite opposing ways of living: 1. ways in which I am a Real Adult and 2. ways in which I am not a Real Adult. There are times that even I am convinced that I am on the fast track to adulthood, but then there are the inevitable setbacks. The setbacks that seem to happen every day, rather than every other month like how maybe the life of a Real Adult might actually go.
If, say, we had a month of competition and I was up against someone I consider to be a refined adult, I’d say that my standings would be as follows: Times I’m a Real Adult: 5; Times I’m Not a Real Adult: 100. I’d venture to say that my opponent would have the opposite score. And, I’m here to say that I have no goddamn clue as to whether or not I’m the winner in this competition or the loser, both for not being a real adult and for even writing out this fake ridiculous game. Either way, I think I’ve confused myself, which wouldn’t be the first time that’s happened. Today.
Now, you might be wondering to yourself, “How is Emma not like a real adult?” Or, you might be wondering to yourself, “Why is Emma pointing out this unquestionably obvious fact about herself?” I have an answer if you’re in the first camp (see: the rest of this post). If you’re in the second camp, I have a caps lock rant for you: “YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME I WASN’T A REAL ADULT. YOU COULD HAVE SAVED ME A LOT OF SOUL-SEARCHING AND SELF-HELP BOOKS AND NIGHTS AND DAYS OF WALLOWING AND CRYING.”
Well, that was embarrassing. For you, not me.
Anyway, how am I not a real adult? Let me count the ways.
Real Adult Behavior: Eats Kashi for breakfast.
Un-Adult Behavior That Cancels Out Previous Adult Behavior: Adds Rice Krispies to it. With sugar.
Real Adult: Drinks wine, instead of whiskey during the week.
Fake Adult: Drinks wine from an oversized coffee mug.
Something That Makes Me Seem Like a Real Adult: Does laundry.
Something That I Do That Strikes Previous Notion Out: Does laundry after running out of underwear.
Adult-Like Thing: Has apartment in with clothes hung up.
Seriously, Emma?: Keeps all socks in a Sephora bag, because does not have an empty drawer.
Real Adult: Has budget.
Fake Fucking Fuck Adult: Doesn’t budget.
Awesome: Drinks smoothies.
Sucks: Only consumes blended fruits in cocktails.
Go, Me!: Takes daily multi-vitamin.
Oooh, Questionable Decision: Takes the gummy multi-vitamins for children.
Adult Win: Has gym membership for 24 Hour Fitness that is literally 7 minutes away.
Adult Fail: Has never gone.
And now I’m done.
♥ E